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They have to act like an adult and play emotional huh?
Face it dude,
you are just a kid,
we all are,
so stop acting like an adult,
stop playing emotional,
you ain't cool

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Like a child's castle,
IT doesn't last forever,
call me skeptical, pessimistic,
mean or stupid,
say that I have not experienced it,
but you can't deny the fact,
that I was right

Will you just keep your mouth shut?

You keep blabbering everyday about how much problems you have,
you keep saying you have done so much,
you keep saying your work is not appreciated,
you keep saying you do not expect anything from your work,
you keep saying you don't care,
but you just can't stop talking about it,
what is this?
your problem came right out of your mouth,
you blame others for not appreciating you,
you blame others and say that the house is full of arguments,
guess what?
only you are arguing with yourself.
You say that the house is not peaceful,
you say that it is full of noise,
wanna know?
you are making the noise,
you love to argue,
you love to blabber,
you said you don't mind, but you can't stop talking about it,
you can't keep your mouth shut, you can't make your tongue stop.
I sit there quietly when you keep shouting,
I am not afraid of you,
I don't want to fight with you,
I respect you, I bear with you,
but you just don't get it, nooo you don't!!
you want to keep shouting,
you think you are so correct,
but hell you are wrong!
you think I won't be angry?
Just because I do not shout at people,
doesn't mean I cannot do so,
I did once and you know it,
it isn't nice and you know it,
I told myself I don't want to get angry,
but you just love getting people furious don't you?
People keep their lips tightly sealed when you are shouting around,
you think we are afraid?
no way
you want to see anger?
you want to see madness?
you want to feel fear?
you are playing with fire and you love it,
watch out
fire isn't nice as it seems to be.
No one wants to argue but you,
everyone wants to have a peace of mind,
but not you,
you just can't stop shouting,
everyone has already got over it but you,
you have problems?
you are stressful?
well keep your mouth shut for 1 week and see what happens,
the problems all because of yourself!

BookFest @ Malaysia 2009

Went to the bookfest yesterday after class at around 4.30-5pm wit my cousin n sis, really nice. XD
Before we could get in, there's a bunch of those medical(?) guy scanned our body temperature n i guess they tag those who r safe (wit a white piece of sticker on your shoulder) kind of like tagging piggy to be slaughtered... Last year i didnt had a chance to do tis so tis year... taada!

Finally, i managed to take a photo with him (tis guy is the artist bhind the hilarious comic 平旦漫画， 王德志） , n the shirt... i recall seeing him wearing tat last year too... anyway, i din buy any of the books coz well, i hav all of them! XD
Next, to introduce a book tats most suitable for CW:
And tis 1 frm a book tat introduces food frm all over Japan, n tis 1 abt tis place... famous for pork~

N for myself, i got these two books here, The Secret n 猫宅一生. Original english ver. hardcover for The Secret n fully illustrated story for 猫宅一生, in total they cost me ~RM80 or so. N my cousin got another book similar to the chinese 1, extremely hilarious! I couldnt stop laughing XD.

WOW

well 2 days ago i went to hq for a little ceremony abt genting donating money to sjam. I reached there at like ~8.30 n i see tat there weren't many ppl there, wat would u expect frm a 'little ceremony anyway? However, i guess u can say i was kind of surprised how many ppl turned up later, thinking back now, i wonder y do they need so many ppl anyway? Not like there's a parade or anything like dat. So later they had a mini guard of honor for the guest, amazingly it started only around 1 hours 30 minutes later, typical huh? Yaada yaada move into the hall. As soon as we entered the hall, i can't help but realize tat there's way too much ppl inside the tiny hall considering tat 1/3 of the space is already taken up by the guests. Wat to do? Well, guess it's juz perfectly normal tat insignificant ppl like us r asked to stand on the side. At first, i din really feel anything but somehow around 10 minutes when Dr. Low is giving his famous long speech, i start to feel kind of strange, i dunno if it's bcoz i din hav my breakfast, or i am suffering frm hypoxia or i am juz claustrophobic. Lets c, it started like tis:

Tis is like my normal sight, except the black and white detail of it kay?

Tis is how it kind of looks like when the strange feeling starts during the first few minutes, blurry sight, distorted image, dizziness, and strange colors start to disturb my eyesight. I tried to rub my eyes a little, u kno, the normal reaction? Thou it doesn't really help...
Another 5 minutes passed and tis happened, i start to sweat a lot and feeling breathless, my eyes hurt and when i looked down to my foot, wow, so it can really split into 3 images? A while later my legs start to feel weak n sorta like falling down or so.
Another 1 or 2 minutes passed and i tried to rest my eyes by closing them n voila! i bcame blind! Great! (OoO) Like above i can only c white dots moving around with a pitch black background eventhough my eyes are wide open. A while later i heard Kean Loong (guess it's spelled correctly) speaking into my ears on my side asking "Hey, are u okay?" I tried to force my eyes to c n tis came into my brain:
A blurry white outline of JiaTing who is standing behind me is barely visible. I knew i will faint if i dun get out of there fast so i simply move my arm up n crutch myself wit kean loong's shoulders and i guess he might not hear it but i asked him to get me out of there. He got me into the office where there's less people, i rushed inside, pulled out a seat, sit down on it, took a deep deep deep breath, 3 seconds after kean loong went out. Hey, what do u kno? I can c again! N i'm not feeling dizzy. Guess it could be partly due to lack of oxygen tat i nearly fainted. 1 or 2 minutes later kean loong brought in another guy who is obviously 90% fainted (I was at least 30% awake during the most critical state!) Later, i went out and returned to the hall. Bla bla bla, finished up n fled away during the ending part to KFC at Jusco XD, had a meeting wit mr woo n went to kasturi.

Took me hell lot of time to finish tis post, restart comp for over 7 times! Curse me lousy computer!!!

What the heck is wrong with you?

Now my pc damn annoying... for like every 10 minutes or so, it will hang n i will hav to switch it off, reboot it, wait for it to hang, switch it off, reboot it, wait for it to hang, switch it off, reboot it............. it really pisses me off n sometimes i juz feel like thrashing the pc n throw it out of the house. Of course i didnt do it, it's bad enuf i cant work on time wit a pc tat keeps on hang, i dun wan to get myself unable to do anything bcoz i threw my pc out.

Since my health is not really gud these days, i am always facing a certain lvl of discomfort, like snivel overflowing (yuck), frequently sneezing n some others. However, it seems tat there are always some inconsiderable jerk tat loves to make ppl feel more annoyed in tis kind of time. In my case, it would be my mother. It is already disturbing and annoying enuf for me to hav tis lvl of discomfort, when i should be having a peaceful time to allow my body to recover, she chose to torment me n annoy me even more with unreasonable nagging and all sorts of craps. If it is juz being caring n nice, i wouldnt mind accepting it. However, she certainly does not kno any sort of limitations and starts scolding abt tis n tat. I mean hey, here u r feeling f up uncomfortable n there she is scolding u as if u killed everyone in the family, yaada yaada yaada, to hell wit you! Tat is y u would say tat certain ppl hav no brain to think tat others r not goin to be happy for all tat u do. Lets c wat u will feel if i hav u hav a taste of ur medicine, scolding u like piece of sXXt. Do u think tat only u will feel angry? Juz bcoz i do not show it, it doesnt mean tat u can do watever u like to me u kno!? You care you care, of course you do, but in a wrong way darn it! You wan to care? Great! Show me some compassion n understanding rather than getting on my nerves! If you cant do tat, juz get the hell out of my life n shut up! Sometimes, i feel tat one day i might get so angry tat i will end up bcoming like those guys tat dump their parents in old folks home. I am not a person tat lets emotion take control easily, but if i really lose it, there u hav it, u deserves it, congratz. All the while i stay quiet, doin my own work. I try my best to ignore the anger by ignoring u, but god u r annoying, it is as if u r really trying my limit, u wan a piece of tis!? Nah! Once, i got so darn angry tat i was freakingly shouting back at her, n for a month, no annoyance is experienced. I dun wan to make myself to do tat, i kno it doesnt help, but some of the time u r juz trying my patience, 老虎不发威你当病猫! I am trying my best to be patient, i try my best not to result in violence, i know it doesnt help n i dun wan to do tis, but someday i may juz get so fking angry tat i can guarantee physical violence. She's always saying : "If I am being quiet, it doesnt mean tat you are right." Well, gud tat you know it urself, when i stayed quiet, she often gets kind of bored n starts saying things like : "i will not care abt ur health anymore, i will c how u help urself!" or "if u wan to make urself like tat, then tat's fine wit me" Well, if it is so, then y wont u juz shut up ur mouth? U like to talk lots n lots of crap but all u can talk abt is those few things we had done wrong, revolving around the same thing. Hell yeah, our fault is always a sin tat destroys the world. One day I forgot to turn off the tap n the water overflowed for around 30 minutes, wow, I guess i must hav snatched away all of the ppl's water from the desert, considering the fact tat i am given a lecture of lifetime. On the other hand, there was one day when she forgot to turn off the tao b u was iut at school. She left the tap open and the water overflowed for about 4 hours, n wat can i say, she is gud at these things, nth happened. So i guess it's alright for her to leave the water overflowing for 4 hours but it is a deadly sin for us to leave the water flowing for 30 minutes. Wow, wat a great way of educating young souls eh? So lets c, it is alright even if i killed sum1 n my children cannot hav anything to say abt it, but if my children injured sum1, i shuld get him to get a death sentence. Now i get it! 只许州官放火，不许百姓点灯 i say.

What a day!

Today's happenings are really interesting indeed, lets c... we shall start from the Bio classes.

It so happened that our bio teacher Pn.Saidah is finally replaced by another teacher, a probationary teacher, Ms Tiun. This new teacher's appearance and CL's appearance have a striking resemblance, we ended up claiming that she is CL's "long lost sister" XD however, our hopes to have a teacher that is able to surpass Saidah's pointless teaching soon became shattered. This new teacher is darn it boring... i guess i can't blame her for that, she is new anyway...

Lets c... next we have the "Garbage Enzyme" starring Chang Chiew Weng, Tan Chin Tiong and Teh Yong Lin. YL and CT actually made CW do his part to contribute to their "堕由他 : 一口油" project, XD k, it's actually Toyota Eco Youth, (still thinks the first one sounds better). His job is : to pour the garbage enzyme into plastic bottles. Sounds easy? Of course! tat is, until he opened up the bucket holding the enzyme. It's really the essence of nastiness, he opened up the cover and a unbearable filthy smell gushed out of the bucket. The smell is like being dumped into a huge garbage container, containing garbage left for few thousand years to rot, the smell is of pure nastiness, i bet it is fatal to even smell it from a distance. Even though everyone think that it is the worst thing ever, it seems tat there're things tat are worse, CT told me tat tis enzyme is actually the one tat "smells gud", there're a few enzymes tat smells worse and CT+YL had to take care of tat. Feeling pity for CW, i gave him a pair of gloves n oso mask, juz in case he gets may get contaminated by the "NOXIOUS ENZYME FUME". Luckily, CW didn't take too long to finish it up n we had YL+CL back into the FAR for our meeting.

After the meeting, i was hanging out wit CL in FAR, i actually got an embarassing recording of him n got a confession out of his mouth~ XD tis time i have all the elements of victory in my hands, i am sure there's no way CL can get away from this~ XD. After tat, we got out n went to the toilet, i took a picture of tis outside the staff room:

I guess our staff room was pretty bouncy before? Perhaps they are trying to pump some air into the staff room to make it bouncy again.

I changed my blog name n a few parts in it, it isn't really tat coded XD, a clue : Alternate Inscription. Try and find out wat does the numbers mean!