WOW

well 2 days ago i went to hq for a little ceremony abt genting donating money to sjam. I reached there at like ~8.30 n i see tat there weren't many ppl there, wat would u expect frm a 'little ceremony anyway? However, i guess u can say i was kind of surprised how many ppl turned up later, thinking back now, i wonder y do they need so many ppl anyway? Not like there's a parade or anything like dat. So later they had a mini guard of honor for the guest, amazingly it started only around 1 hours 30 minutes later, typical huh? Yaada yaada move into the hall. As soon as we entered the hall, i can't help but realize tat there's way too much ppl inside the tiny hall considering tat 1/3 of the space is already taken up by the guests. Wat to do? Well, guess it's juz perfectly normal tat insignificant ppl like us r asked to stand on the side. At first, i din really feel anything but somehow around 10 minutes when Dr. Low is giving his famous long speech, i start to feel kind of strange, i dunno if it's bcoz i din hav my breakfast, or i am suffering frm hypoxia or i am juz claustrophobic. Lets c, it started like tis:

Tis is like my normal sight, except the black and white detail of it kay?

Tis is how it kind of looks like when the strange feeling starts during the first few minutes, blurry sight, distorted image, dizziness, and strange colors start to disturb my eyesight. I tried to rub my eyes a little, u kno, the normal reaction? Thou it doesn't really help...
Another 5 minutes passed and tis happened, i start to sweat a lot and feeling breathless, my eyes hurt and when i looked down to my foot, wow, so it can really split into 3 images? A while later my legs start to feel weak n sorta like falling down or so.
Another 1 or 2 minutes passed and i tried to rest my eyes by closing them n voila! i bcame blind! Great! (OoO) Like above i can only c white dots moving around with a pitch black background eventhough my eyes are wide open. A while later i heard Kean Loong (guess it's spelled correctly) speaking into my ears on my side asking "Hey, are u okay?" I tried to force my eyes to c n tis came into my brain:
A blurry white outline of JiaTing who is standing behind me is barely visible. I knew i will faint if i dun get out of there fast so i simply move my arm up n crutch myself wit kean loong's shoulders and i guess he might not hear it but i asked him to get me out of there. He got me into the office where there's less people, i rushed inside, pulled out a seat, sit down on it, took a deep deep deep breath, 3 seconds after kean loong went out. Hey, what do u kno? I can c again! N i'm not feeling dizzy. Guess it could be partly due to lack of oxygen tat i nearly fainted. 1 or 2 minutes later kean loong brought in another guy who is obviously 90% fainted (I was at least 30% awake during the most critical state!) Later, i went out and returned to the hall. Bla bla bla, finished up n fled away during the ending part to KFC at Jusco XD, had a meeting wit mr woo n went to kasturi.

Took me hell lot of time to finish tis post, restart comp for over 7 times! Curse me lousy computer!!!

What the heck is wrong with you?

Now my pc damn annoying... for like every 10 minutes or so, it will hang n i will hav to switch it off, reboot it, wait for it to hang, switch it off, reboot it, wait for it to hang, switch it off, reboot it............. it really pisses me off n sometimes i juz feel like thrashing the pc n throw it out of the house. Of course i didnt do it, it's bad enuf i cant work on time wit a pc tat keeps on hang, i dun wan to get myself unable to do anything bcoz i threw my pc out.

Since my health is not really gud these days, i am always facing a certain lvl of discomfort, like snivel overflowing (yuck), frequently sneezing n some others. However, it seems tat there are always some inconsiderable jerk tat loves to make ppl feel more annoyed in tis kind of time. In my case, it would be my mother. It is already disturbing and annoying enuf for me to hav tis lvl of discomfort, when i should be having a peaceful time to allow my body to recover, she chose to torment me n annoy me even more with unreasonable nagging and all sorts of craps. If it is juz being caring n nice, i wouldnt mind accepting it. However, she certainly does not kno any sort of limitations and starts scolding abt tis n tat. I mean hey, here u r feeling f up uncomfortable n there she is scolding u as if u killed everyone in the family, yaada yaada yaada, to hell wit you! Tat is y u would say tat certain ppl hav no brain to think tat others r not goin to be happy for all tat u do. Lets c wat u will feel if i hav u hav a taste of ur medicine, scolding u like piece of sXXt. Do u think tat only u will feel angry? Juz bcoz i do not show it, it doesnt mean tat u can do watever u like to me u kno!? You care you care, of course you do, but in a wrong way darn it! You wan to care? Great! Show me some compassion n understanding rather than getting on my nerves! If you cant do tat, juz get the hell out of my life n shut up! Sometimes, i feel tat one day i might get so angry tat i will end up bcoming like those guys tat dump their parents in old folks home. I am not a person tat lets emotion take control easily, but if i really lose it, there u hav it, u deserves it, congratz. All the while i stay quiet, doin my own work. I try my best to ignore the anger by ignoring u, but god u r annoying, it is as if u r really trying my limit, u wan a piece of tis!? Nah! Once, i got so darn angry tat i was freakingly shouting back at her, n for a month, no annoyance is experienced. I dun wan to make myself to do tat, i kno it doesnt help, but some of the time u r juz trying my patience, 老虎不发威你当病猫! I am trying my best to be patient, i try my best not to result in violence, i know it doesnt help n i dun wan to do tis, but someday i may juz get so fking angry tat i can guarantee physical violence. She's always saying : "If I am being quiet, it doesnt mean tat you are right." Well, gud tat you know it urself, when i stayed quiet, she often gets kind of bored n starts saying things like : "i will not care abt ur health anymore, i will c how u help urself!" or "if u wan to make urself like tat, then tat's fine wit me" Well, if it is so, then y wont u juz shut up ur mouth? U like to talk lots n lots of crap but all u can talk abt is those few things we had done wrong, revolving around the same thing. Hell yeah, our fault is always a sin tat destroys the world. One day I forgot to turn off the tap n the water overflowed for around 30 minutes, wow, I guess i must hav snatched away all of the ppl's water from the desert, considering the fact tat i am given a lecture of lifetime. On the other hand, there was one day when she forgot to turn off the tao b u was iut at school. She left the tap open and the water overflowed for about 4 hours, n wat can i say, she is gud at these things, nth happened. So i guess it's alright for her to leave the water overflowing for 4 hours but it is a deadly sin for us to leave the water flowing for 30 minutes. Wow, wat a great way of educating young souls eh? So lets c, it is alright even if i killed sum1 n my children cannot hav anything to say abt it, but if my children injured sum1, i shuld get him to get a death sentence. Now i get it! 只许州官放火，不许百姓点灯 i say.

What a day!

Today's happenings are really interesting indeed, lets c... we shall start from the Bio classes.

It so happened that our bio teacher Pn.Saidah is finally replaced by another teacher, a probationary teacher, Ms Tiun. This new teacher's appearance and CL's appearance have a striking resemblance, we ended up claiming that she is CL's "long lost sister" XD however, our hopes to have a teacher that is able to surpass Saidah's pointless teaching soon became shattered. This new teacher is darn it boring... i guess i can't blame her for that, she is new anyway...

Lets c... next we have the "Garbage Enzyme" starring Chang Chiew Weng, Tan Chin Tiong and Teh Yong Lin. YL and CT actually made CW do his part to contribute to their "堕由他 : 一口油" project, XD k, it's actually Toyota Eco Youth, (still thinks the first one sounds better). His job is : to pour the garbage enzyme into plastic bottles. Sounds easy? Of course! tat is, until he opened up the bucket holding the enzyme. It's really the essence of nastiness, he opened up the cover and a unbearable filthy smell gushed out of the bucket. The smell is like being dumped into a huge garbage container, containing garbage left for few thousand years to rot, the smell is of pure nastiness, i bet it is fatal to even smell it from a distance. Even though everyone think that it is the worst thing ever, it seems tat there're things tat are worse, CT told me tat tis enzyme is actually the one tat "smells gud", there're a few enzymes tat smells worse and CT+YL had to take care of tat. Feeling pity for CW, i gave him a pair of gloves n oso mask, juz in case he gets may get contaminated by the "NOXIOUS ENZYME FUME". Luckily, CW didn't take too long to finish it up n we had YL+CL back into the FAR for our meeting.

After the meeting, i was hanging out wit CL in FAR, i actually got an embarassing recording of him n got a confession out of his mouth~ XD tis time i have all the elements of victory in my hands, i am sure there's no way CL can get away from this~ XD. After tat, we got out n went to the toilet, i took a picture of tis outside the staff room:

I guess our staff room was pretty bouncy before? Perhaps they are trying to pump some air into the staff room to make it bouncy again.

I changed my blog name n a few parts in it, it isn't really tat coded XD, a clue : Alternate Inscription. Try and find out wat does the numbers mean!

Down...

I made a grave mistake today... I forgot about the deadline to return the tins and money for the flag day!!! Damn it! I totally forgot about it until Mr Wang called up and asked me about the tins. God I was given the shock of my life! Luckily enough YL happens to be at school and I actually convinced him to help me out.

My action was indeed a grave mistake... I got YL scolded by Mr $, Mr Mic. When he called me up and told me tat, i was like O_O koli! I mean, I dun mind if i get scolded, but i got YL scolded for me... Damn, the guilt.. is unbearable! I hate getting ppl into trouble bcoz of me, bcoz it made me feel really guilty u c... especially when the person calls u and complaints to u...

Laziness kills... trust me...

So recently I changed my class from 4H to 4J, and now after the results are out, it seems that i've made a correct decision indeed~ Not to say that my grades got a lot better, but at least it got back to my previous standard.

Lately, i see that lots of my frenz are getting all worked up with their studies, not that i do not study, but it seems that somehow i am too lazy to finish my homework, ha~ Now i feel so ehh... inferior? compared to my frens like chin tiong n kah thiam. Especially kah thiam. Tis guy wasn't tis gud last time, i mean during form 3. I can c tat tis guy is really hardworking n now he is right at my back.

One problem with me is tat i can never get myself to be hardworking, perhaps sometime later i may lose to any of my frenz seeing tat i am tis lazy (b ' .')b . I will try to work harder next time...

I am actually quite impresses by kah thiam as well, tis guy is actually a gymnast or watever u call it. He actually got into SUKMA n got a silver medal there. God his schedule is tight! All his activities are packed so tightly i dunno how he still manage to study~ Mayb it is true tat hardworking people are busy people eh?

Now teacher nid us to pass up our homework jor, since i was too lazy to finish any of them, i am facing hell lots of trouble to get all my works done... laziness does kill, but wat can i do about it? LZY is LaZY.... haha~.

Now i put back the cbox up, perhaps people like JiaTing will be grown up enough to stop spamming in it!

Thought of the day - getting off topic~

Time flies... especially when u r busy, preparing for exam, playing, or even sleeping.
I always hear people saying how time passes so fast.. n to an extent, i do agree on tat. I may have said tis b4, i still remember when one day on the way to school, i started to think :
"How long would have passed in the future when i think back what is happening now?"
The answer for me now is 2 years + few months.
It does give a rather nostalgic feeling, especially when you are reminded of how fast the time is going about, it is like someone rushing you saying :
"Hey, time is running out, whatever you want, do it quick!"
Perhaps it is juz me, but i am still getting the feeling tat i havnt achieved anything in my life. I feel tat all i did was juz as playing a supporting role in another person's life. I know i want to achieve something, but i certainly isn't goin to achieve anything juz by thinking about it. Life is not like a book someone is writing, you may decide what u r going to do next, but u certainly cant guarantee tat wat will emerge in your life as a result of wat u've done is satisfactory to u.
It's juz like i wanted to bring team SJI to the state comp and bring the glory back. Well i did bring the team to the competition, but i did not bring back anything, the outcome isnt something you can decide juz like tat. You may put in a lot of effort juz to do something, but tat doesnt mean tat you are certain to achieve what u wan, it's juz like putting targets on a shooting field, putting more targets will give you a higher probability to hit a target, but the fact is there tat you may nvr hit one by chance.

Let's get over wit tat and continue on with the topic i discussed wit CT today~
It's something regarding time travel, childish? impossible? who cares.
You see, people had been saying abt time travel and changing of history, i hope tat a method for time travel will be discovered but i feel tat alterations to the history will be harder to achieve though...
Here's what i think:
Lets say that on 1st January 2009, you injured your leg bcoz u got ran over by a car.
On 1st February 2009, you decided to travel in time to the past, to prevent yourself from getting run over by the car and returned to the moment after u travelled back in time.
Now think, if you succeeded in preventing the accident from happening, tat means, the injury did not happen, which means tat between the period of 1st January 2009 and 1st February 2009, you wouldn't have got a reason to travel back in time.
When the history is altered and your leg wasn't injured, tat means, you do not have to return to the past.
However, if between tat period of time, you did not actually return back in time, tat means the history will not be altered, which means tat the accident will actually happen.
Sounds complicated?

Tat made CT give up thinking of wat i said, and i was actually having a hard time trying to explain to him so i doubt if it is easy to understand using writings.

There's another thing tat i heard from Willey which is the Many-worlds interpretation
This is not exactly wat the thing suggests but i guess i will juz put wat i can understand:
Like the case juz now, u injured your leg, but tis time with a little details added.
A - You injured your legs on 1st january 2009
B- 8.00am 1st february you travelled back in time to 1st january (A)and prevented the accident from happening
C- You returned in time to 8.01am 1st february 2009
From wat i understand, if u alter the history which is changing (A), the condition in (C) will experience some changes.
However, in this case, the change u made will result in difference in the current time.
If you did (B) after (A), the changes will happen, which results in (C), however, since u changed (A) during (B), it means tat (C) will not be parallel with (A) in time.
It's something like, when u change the history of your injury, you are actually chaning the course of the time u r currently at, which means something like tis

--> [No alteration is done]--> (C)Your leg is still injured - (O)
O -->(A)-[leg got injured] '
'--> (B)-[ (A) is avoided] -->(C) Your leg did not get injured - (2)

tis way, it means tat in the dimension O, which is the original dimension, your leg got injured, when you did not do any alteration to the timeline, you will be kept in the same dimension following the timeline. However, if alteration (B) is done, wat will happen is tat, since condition (A) is avoided, then tat means you cannot be following timeline of dimension (O) since ur leg is not injured. So, according to the theory, when alteration is done, you will actually move to another dimension which the injury did not happen which is (2)

Looks easy but this is but a tiny part of the whole theory, took some time to really understand this little part though. You think you can understand the whole theory?
Go ahead : [ http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Many-worlds_interpretation ]

CLDS 2009!

Tis holiday, i went for the 11th CLDS at MBS. A wonderful experience indeed :>
This year's CLDS was held for 3 days 2 nights, 1 day shorter than last year's
This year's camp is to say, different from last year's as this year they wanted us to improve they say. As of tat, the camp tis year is quite strict compared to last year's "Fun Camp".
Tis year, our instructor for drill is mr Chang Chee Kok, a very strict officer with a big voice, literally. Whatever he has to say during the drill sessions, he will be shouting to tell us whatever he wants to say.

For tis year, mr woo has gave me a promotion to a cdt corporal (which i really doubt i will really be promoted after the camp). The promotion actually gave me lots of trouble during the first day, seeing tat people expected a 'corporal' to be gud n keep on shooting. After tat, i bcame the leader of squad 5 all of a sudden. Perhaps i am not an outgoing person, i feel tat my group isnt really talking much to each other, especially when i dun start talking... Luckily got Lee kk, not **** but Lee Kah Kian frm Cochrane, tis guy quite active la n he starts the talking. I see he is really having a hard time getting everyone to talk, u c... i always find it hard to get the conversation going with someone i juz get to know.

During the drill session, again i was threw out to be the leader, Mr Chee Kok separated the groups n it so happens tat i m in squad delta, the leaders were asked to get the members' rank n how many were there, i still managed to do a little bit, however he start asking, how many boys? What division? How many member from tat division? What's the name? O-O I was really troubled then, curses, y did he put corporal........

During the first night, after the performances was the 'Group Review'. k la, i actually told my teammate regarding the happenings of tat day n i actually felt a bit bad, seeing tat coz of my negligence my members had to get embarassed, lol i oso sacrificed n bcame a guy titanic actor. Mayb i am being a bit overreacting but i am kind of worried tat they might not get all there's in this CLDS.

Second day was the day with the longest footdrill session, around 3hours+. However, i managed to survive tat day coz i wasnt the leader ledi~ dunno wat others think but i think i really forced out myself to talk loud jor... i cant speak very loudly ledi coz got sorethroat. Mayb din teach well coz on the third day so many ppl still say dunno (b' .')b . Mr Chee Kok was really pushy tat day, i was briefing the members regarding the drill commands n he keep on ask the members question, when i tell him i still teaching, kena shoot.... i cant help it lar.... i dun hav much experience teaching ppl de lor. Luckily he is being more reasonable tat day, at least i din get scolded answering his questions. The other corporals ar... really bad lar... only me answering sir question, except for 1 of them who went for the national comp thingy, guess i cant blame her.

Apart frm tat, tat night we had another teambuilding game from mr woo chong you 无中有 XD. The games were really testing our minds, lots of teams, including ours argued over a few parts of the games n none managed to finish all 8 stations there's over there n got ourselves scolded by 无中有. Dunno if he actually scolding or wat, but he does sounds like he is scolding us~ Somehow we got back to another reviewing session where we have to compliment our members, guess i found out a way to compliment everyone~ n even got compliments from my members~ dunno if they actually juz trying to fulfill the requirements or it's really from the bottom of their heart, i guess anything is fine with me~

The last day of CLDS, i couldnt sleep well the night b4 tat as aaron is snoring non-stop bside me tat night. Tat day of the closing ceremony was really hard to go thru, i was really sleepy tat day coz the room is cool coz of the aircond + the dim lighting, i nearly fell asleep but luckily i managed to keep myself up n managed to get talking to ease some of those sleepiness. b4 we get home, we took a group picture which is the one above.