Hail!

these 2 days training wit mr woo... like hell la... tired like hell... kena 'shoot' like hell... still, quite gud lor. At least we got a bit improvement, got...
training wit kar soon 1 day = okok lar
training wit kar soon 2 days straight = tired
training wit mr woo 1 day = freaking tired
training wit mr woo 2 days straight = hello hell
training wit mr woo really can die... he is having fun torturing us, summore nid me shout like i'm a loudspeaker, a robot, can shout non-stop 1. walau, my throat everyday like tat during competition no nid do liao luu~~
first day training left my wallet n handphone at school (-_-|||) coz really tired la! tired until i oso blur blur ledi, reach kasturi ledi only perasan, haiz... luckily the greatest fren (lol)
[TAN CHIN TIONG] agreed to teman me go back school to take my handphone~ XD if not i oso dunno if i really wan go up school (again!)... all hail chin tiong! hail! hail! XD
at least i helped him exercise a bit~ ppl complain got '啤酒肚' i knew he got drink beer 1, everyday... Hail chin tiong! hail hail!
today training really really really really really freaking tired la, summore kena 'shoot' kaw kaw by mr woo, well, i guess we did do things rather badly... but giving punishment like makan nasi, i drank like 3-4 cans + 1 bottle of 100plus and oso 3 bottles of water, still very thirsty, summore cramp happens really often (curse me left leg!) i think sumting wrong wit my left leg, mayb go check wit doc... or mayb is juz excessive loss of salt! y? sweating mah! next time training wit mr woo i better bring 1 bag of salt juz in case kena cramp again. today reach kasturi late, at least i dun hav to walk~ mr woo fetched us to kasturi so no nid kena rain. reach kasturi still very tired, feel like sleeping, summore whole body pain... body pain nice de, when massage a bit n feel the compression, dunno y but feel nice oso.

Sacrifice

Last friday, YL suddenly said tat he wanted to go for duty instead of training on saturday. Surprised, i told him tat we weren't supposed to take any duty during training period. He then replied tat he had never heard of such thing, well of course he hadnt heard of it! He never pay any attention to watever others are saying! Together with CL, they struck me speechless with their seemingly righteous arguments about being active in duties and they said they wont go for training. Well, when i told mr woo abt tis, hell, i kena 'shoot' kaw kaw. I was like , wtf?! not i dun wan go, it's them! But hell, he wouldn't listen and held me responsible to get them come for training at all cost.
As i tot, YL n CL wouldn't sacrifice their 'precious' duty hour to train, but they still insists that they ARE WILLING TO SACRIFICE THEIR TIME. ya rite... then y wouldnt u come for training?

Novelist Sinclair Lewis was supposed to deliver an hour-long lecture to a group of college students who planned to be writers. Lewis opened his talk with a question:

"How many of you really intend to be writers?"

All hands went up.

"In that case," said Lewis, "my advice to you is to go home and write."

With that, he left. What is word without action?

Exactly, they said they are willing to sacrifice, but they didnt show tat wat they are talking is true. What i say is tat they weren't willing to sacrifice at all. I know i may not be the right person to say tis, but to achieve something, one must sacrifice another thing in return.
They say,
if u hav the will to win, u have already achieved half of ur success.
Well, i say,
if u hav the will to win but not hav the will to sacrifice in return, u r not even on the right track to success.

Tired...

Form 4 now really... freaking tiring, not in sense of my body, but my freaky brain! School, state comp, tuition, extra classes, meetings. Great! I am trying to kill myself. Seems like i m grumbling? ppl working from 9-5, i studying frm 5-6, I luv my life! -_-
Since Mr woo now expect some result from the comp which means we will nid to train way harder than b4... i kno i wan to win, u know victory is somehow sweeter than defeat isnt it? dun tell me no, i kno u r lying... Well, mr woo now considers me as the leader of the team tis year, which giv me hell lots of trouble (really!) now my confidence to win tis year's state comp is totally gone.
Seems tat it isnt really possible to win wit tis team (not to the extent of "impossible" yet) n tis year i was really planning to train khai loon, whom i hope will win the comp (seeing he has three chances up to form 4)
somehow, juz starting to feel tired, dun feel like moving on...